Magic

Call it magic, call it true
I call it magic when I'm with you
And I just got broken, broken into two
Still I call it magic, when I'm next to you

And I don't, and I don't, and I don't, and I don't
No I don't, it's true
I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't
Want anybody else but you

I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't
No I don't, it's true
I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't
Want anybody else but you...

Call it magic, cut me into two
And with all your magic, I disappear from view
And I can't get over, can't get over you
Still I call it magic, such a precious truth

And I don't, and I don't, and I don't, and I don't
No I don't, it's true
I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't
Want anybody else but you

I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't
No I don't, it's true
I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't, no, I don't
Want anybody else but you

Wanna fall, I fall so far
I wanna fall, fall so hard
And I call it magic
And I call it true
Call it magic..

And if you were to ask me
After all that we've been through
"Still believe in magic?"
Well yes, I do
Oh yes, I do
Oh yes, I do
Oh yes, I do
Of course I do

-Coldplay-

.......

karena kita tidak tahu dan mengerti seperti apa masa depan, maka wajar kita merasa bimbang.

berbahagialah yang masih sempat tersenyum disaat muncul kegelisahan.

gosip.



“Namaku Gosip. Aku tak peduli pada keadilan. Aku melumpuhkan, membuat sakit hati, dan menghancurkan hidup. Aku ini cerdik dan jahat. Semakin sering aku dibicarakan, semakin kuat orang memercayaiku. Korbanku tak berdaya. Mereka tak dapat membela diri karena aku tak bernama dan tak berwajah. Aku ini sulit dilawan. Sekali aku mencemarkan nama seseorang, reputasinya takkan sama lagi. Aku menumbangkan pemerintahan dan merusakkan banyak pernikahan. Aku menghancurkan karier orang. Aku membuat orang menderita insomnia, sakit kepala, dan gangguan pencernaan. Aku membuat orang yang tak bersalah menangis di malam hari.”


-sepintas penggalan Renungan Harian-

"kalo masih mengharap segala sesuatu itu perfect yang ada kita akan kecewa terus-menerus..."

"work smart and work hard.. "

"... kalo udah waktunya ya waktunya aja, kalo belom waktunya ya belom waktunya..."

"give more and you will get more.."


sepintas perbincangan hari ini...



-a-

what's on my mind.

terlalu terkesan fenomenal

cuma modus

terlalu lelah

kadang-kadang melupakan

jangan dibahas

kepo

luar biasa

ngantuk

sibuk

impossible

mengenang

juli

cerita

bosan

dia
......


setelah ini mau ke mana ?


*kalau kata temen saya sih #justsaying*

What They Called Soulmate 
agnes monica

i see you standing here
Watching you breathing my air
Holding hands with someone else
Feel this love that i bare

why you said your love to me won't ever die
when you know that it's only a lie
why you made me trust
that it love, not a lust
days were gone,i'm still standing on

to love you is something that true
no one can tell me that's what i can't do
to want you forever just you
to loose the thirst drink the water from you
don't wanna deny our faith
we are what they call soulmate
the promise we made

they tell me the love we had
shouln't happen by any reason
but to feel once your love
making my life more complete

if i could do anything to show that i need you
there's so many reasons i could never end baby
i wanna show the whole world of how you once loved me
i don't wanna cry no more feeling this love......wasted by you..

Sadar Terperangkap
Berjalan tanpa beban.
Penuh canda tawa si Ramah berperan.
Seperti irama folks yang menyenangkan.
Sampai resah mulai terungkap dan rasa mulai bermain.
Ibarat memasuki hutan yang tak pernah tau berujung apa.
Entah pantai indah bersambut ombak atau tebing tinggi berkrikil.
Ikuti hati rasai pikiran.
Terlepas itu semua, hey Bung kita sama-sama tau ini awal yang baik di saat yang tidak tepat.

penyesalan terkadang datang terlambat.
entah kurang peka atau memang disengajakan.
atau hanya bentuk keinginan untuk mewujudkan kembali mimpi yang belum tercapai.

i don't know how the future is.
but sometimes i look back just to remind the memories.
temporary happiness that quite painful.

mungkin harus lebih sabar.

I Understand - Smokie Norful

Sometimes i feel like giving up
It seems like my best just ain't good enough
Lord if you hear me, I'm calling you
Do you see, do you care all about what I'm going through
And then He says, one more day, one more step
See i'm preparing you for myself
And when you can't hear My voice, please trust my plan
I'm the Lord. I see and yes I understand

But sometimes I feel like I'm all alone
I'm just like a stranger so far from home
I feel like I've done all that I can do
Please Lord give me strength. I'm just trying to make it through
That's when He told me one more day, one more step
See I'm preparing you for myself
And if you can't hear my voice, please trust My plan
I'm the Lord, I see you and yes I understand

He knows how much we can bear
And in the time of trouble He promised He would always be there
I understand
The Lord is telling you and yes I understand

I am the Lord I changeth not
I won't forget nor have I forgot
You see every thing works according to my plan
I am God, trust me, i got the whole world in my hand

One more day, one more step
I'm preparing you all for Myself
And you can't hear Me speaking, just trust my plan
I'm the Lord I see you and yes I understand
I'm the Lord I see and yes I understand
I'm the Lord I see what you're going through
Every problem, every trial, every burden, every situation
I understand, I won't leave you
I understand, understand, understand

There is none like you,
No one else can touch my heart like you do,
i can search for all eternity Lord
And find, there is none like You.

Your mercy flows like a river wide,
And healing comes from Your hand.
Suffering children are safe in your arms,
There is none like you.

terkadang ada rasa kecewa yang memang diijinkan terjadi, untuk mendewasakan diri.

yah memang mengaku itu sulit.
sulit bahkan sungguh sulit sampai hal tersebut pergi.
dan sudah tidak mungkin untuk diakui kembali.

terkadang saya terlalu bodoh mengakui apa yang benar-benar saya rasakan
mengakui saat saya harus berkata iya meskipun sebaliknya
mengakui bahwa saya benar-benar marah
mengakui adanya air mata di balik senyuman
mengakui bahwa saya tidak seperti adanya
mengakui .......

all in love is fair

all is fair in love
love's a crazy game
two people vow to stay
in love as one they say
but all is changed with time
the future no one can see
the road you leave behind
ahead lies mystery
but all is fair in love
i had to go away
a writer takes his pen
to write the words again
that all in love is fair

all of fate's a chance
it's either good or bad
i tossed my coin to say
in love with me you'd stay
but all in war is so cold
you either win or lose
when all is put away
the loosing side i'll pay
but all is fair in love
should never have left your side
a writer takes his pen
to write the words again
that all in love is fair


-heejun han, 2012-

bryant welsh said to me :

yes, every action you make has an opposite an equal reaction.
well, ur past made you who you are today.
rewards meaning like you'll feel better or that one person you have feelings for an if you tell them you might like the outcome.
when you open up don't let it come out all at once let it out slowly.
well sometimes you have to push urself to tell ur feelings an most of the time you'll like the outcomes.
i just wanna love and to be loved by someone.

ada titik di mana kejenuhan itu memuncak
ada saat di mana emosi itu tak tertahankan
ada tempat di mana kegundahan itu diceritakan
ada waktu di mana keputusan itu diambil
ada ruang di mana kenangan itu ada
...
ada masa di mana cinta itu dirasakan


....

Romanticism makes world worth to living.

i just need you now, MOM.

bob marley said ' is this love, is this love, is this love?  That i'm feelin' ?? '
yeah, good love for a good life :3

When we are speaking about love, it's never too late..   - Letters to Juliet

hate that i love you.
ouhh it's a misery.

"inget fokus lu di mana ? Serius atau...
jangan pernah terjebak ya sama kharisma luaran...
lu belom wasting time or energy kan..
rata-rata observasi orang si, kebanyakan orang itu menurun impressnya sama orang lain makin lama..
butuh banyak waktu untuk kenal orang lain, karena waktu yang menjadi penentu seseorang bagaimana aslinya..
95% yang orang tampilkan adalah hanya penampilan luar, yang aslinya cuma 5% yang ditampilin...
bener, gak ada yang gak berguna kok...
kalo bisa perkecil celah..
psikis dan personality-nya lu harus tau, dudiii..
seneng gpp, tapi saran gw, jgn sampe lu berharap lebih tanpa disadari...
bukan, bukan salah lagi dong.. -__-
karena sakitnya beda sama sakit yang lain...
lama juga ya gw kesel sama orang..
cuma ekspresi kemarahannya masih terpendam..
kuantitas ga jamin kualitaskok..
setiap manusia ada jalan hidupnya masing-masing...
wah kalah nih gw... "


sepenggal cerita di malam hari bersama seorang sahabat.
sadar dan selalu sadar bahwa kehidupan itu selalu memiliki maknanya tersendiri.
jadikan pengalaman itu sebagai pembelajaran.
setiap keputusan pasti ada resikonya.
thx F, my best sister :D

dank u :)